SilverDrake3

I failed today.  I've been failing since I was born... and I'm sick and tired of it. I'm tired of being depressed. I'm tired of being overweight. I'm.. just tired. I forgot to call Mrs. Sedlak today.  I thought about it at around three, but I didn't want to bother her at work (she's the school counselor at White Sulphur Springs High School, where I used to go).. so I figured I'd call in another hour, and it completely slipped my mind until just about now. Stupid, stupid, stupid! I want to scream and hit myself but I also want to find comfort somewhere and that somewhere is in my Master's arms, but he's at work.  I don't want to bother h

#10 - Being stuck in my parents' house.  Okay, not stuck, but people always say things like, "Oh, they still live with their parents." #9 - Mental problems.. things like paranoia, antisocialism, and the like can really get in the way of a lot of things. #8 - Back problems.  I seem to be developing either tight muscles or something really bad with my back.  It's not fun. #7 - Migraines.  'Nuff said. #6 - Possible poor circulation?  I dunno... Sometimes my toes go numb for hours, and my limbs fall asleep easily.  Maybe it's just a paranoid thought. #5 - Screwed up computer.  It's my only link to my social life, and I just can't get it to w

Well, Thanksgiving is upon me.  And the question of the moment is: "Wat r u thankful for???" Well... I dunno.  I guess I should make a list.  Might help with my current mood. Let me see... Family's always on everyone's list.  I got two loving parents and an awesome tomboyish little sister who's turning 12 in a few days. Master Lucas.  I'm going to see him in six days...  ^*sigh*^ six days... Music.  Yeah, there's some playing in the background.  And not that sappy seasonal stuff.  This stuff's actually good. Food.  At least we can afford it. The pets.  They fall under family, yes, but I gotta give them their own special spot.  There's